Below are the 6 most recent journal entries recorded in bloodybiotch333's LiveJournal:

Tuesday, April 5th, 2005
4:58 pm	hmm... my head hurts... la la la la la... hmm... im KINDA in a good mood like... for once.... today... was an okay day... hmm... i woke up at like... 6:04 tho... n i normally wake up at 5... so i was totally running late n i looked like shit n my hair looked all greasy n gross... n i had nothing to wear so i juss threw on my mudvayne shirt n some blue jeans... hmm... la la la la la... hmm... i had alot of coats n shit in my locker... n i didnt wear a coat today... n one of my favorite flanals were in my locker... so i brought it home... cuz.... i love it... n i was like... outside... n everyone was looking at me weirdly cuz i was wearing a flanal n its fukin hot out there... and yeah... then i came home... n... TALKED TO MY MOM!!! like... a real convo... it was stupid... first we were talking about how we look like rednecks cuz we like... dont wear our shoes wen we go outside in front... n how we juss sit there... n how wen my dads home we sit on the bak of his pick-up n look like total rednecks... n thennnn... we started talking about feet... cuz i bought these flip flops yesterday... n i was talking about how i hate my feet... n my mom was like... "well... my third toe is longer then my other toes" n i COULD NOT stop laughing... n then i was talking bout my lil toe... n how cute it is... n shes like "my lil toe is fat and little" and then we were laughing... and shes like... "its like... atatched to the bottom of my foot" and i was CRACKING UP!!! man that shit was funny... it sounds gross... butt its juss funny... then my lil bro n his WHITE friends came by... n his white friend was talking about how he can make his second toe come out of the soket or w/e its called... n twizt it around,... n im like... "EWW" haha... it was funny man... today was a good day.............. so far..... :-D Current Mood: crazy Current Music: woah,.. IM NOT LISTENIN TO ANY!!! OMD!!! *turns on KoRn* (Comment on this)
Monday, April 4th, 2005
10:54 pm	hmm... today was pretty gay... went bak to skool.... everyone thought i was stoned... WTF!!! n then everyone was making fun of my make-up! DUDE!!! i fukin love my make-up... grr... lol... and yeah... hmm... yeah.... after skool i juss came home... n sat here... in this spot that im in right now... n juss thought about so many things... n then... my moms friend came over with her fukin daughter... n was alll happy cuz she got her first tatoo... shes like... 40!!! n she was all like "it hurt... blah blah blah blah blah" grr... sooo annoying... THEN!!!! OMD!!! U WILL NOT BELIEVE THIS SHIT!!! her fukin daughter drank my LAST diet pepsi... man.... im not drinking normal pepsi man.... only diet... n she drank it... SHES THIN ENOUGH!! SHE DOESNT NEED DIET SODA! gaaah... w/e... N THEN SHE TURNED OFF MY CARE BEARS MOVIE!!!!! like... once a long time ago... i was watching headbangers ball... n she turned that off.... n i was pissed... butt... she turned off the fukin CARE BEARS man!!! grrrr.... fukin loser... ne ways.... then we walked to wal-greens n i bought some flip flops that say "Corona Extra" on them... haha! yumm... ne ways... im out... this is gay n pointless rock on... Current Mood: blah Current Music: icp, another love song (Comment on this)
4:34 pm	Hmm... im really boRed... n really like... AH!!! n GAH! i only slept like... one hour last night... im so f*in tired... blah.. ne ways... my friend Joey (like... one of my BESTESTEST friends) told me that someone (not saying ne name... he might get mad) told him something... that i dont think ne one should know butt me and this guy that im not saying the name of... and i was sooo EXTREMELY PISSED!!! and like... AH!!! i cant believe he told him that... i mean... i dont mind that joey knows... cuz joey knows like... EVERYTHING about me... its juss that this dude told him.... if it was me that told him or something... i'd be fine with that... butt this dude told him... n now i dont know if i trust this dude... i mean... i trust everyone until they prove to me that i cant trust them... and i think he proved that... i dont know... blah... joey never lies to me... n joey wouldnt have been able to find this thing out enless this guy told him... cuz this guy is the only person who knows... (enless he told more people) and i've been pissed about that alllllll fukin daaaaaaaayyyy.... grr... ne ways... i've been thinking about life like... all day, and how pointless it is... we're born, we live this hellish thing called "life" we get hurt... we "love" we die... whats the point? what the fuk is the fukiin point... i mean... i dont wanna sound "emo" or w/e u would label it... cuz i dont like labels... butt... did ya ever juss think about how pointless "life" really is??? i mean... dude... wtf! ne ways... yeah... im gunna stop writing in this now... cuz... this is also pointless... butt... its the way i get my "feelings" and "pain" out... (and also poetry) so ima keep doing it... so yeah... Rock on... Current Mood: confused Current Music: Slayer, angel of death (Comment on this)
Sunday, April 3rd, 2005
10:05 pm	last day of spring break this is the last fukin day of spring break... bak to skool tomorrow... wow im boRed... i dont wanna go bak... i juss wanna sit at home n cry... like always... i need more time off of skool... i need more time to myself, juss to think. i havnt been thinking much lately... juss doing... not thinking... i guess... ima go now... n do yoga or soemthing... Current Mood: sad Current Music: dimmu borgir, entrance (Comment on this)
9:56 pm	juss something that poped into my head. i feel like i did before, it all went away for a bit, but now it came bak, it came bak to haunt me, hurt me, it will never go away. i think i need help. i think i need love. i think i need something... i dont know what. im scared to be alone. im scared wen ur near... im scared of people trying to help. im scared of all these hands, trying to help me up, trying to help me. i need the help, but im afraid of it. theres only one person who can help. but he doesnt give a damn, he doesnt care, HE NEVER WILL!!! Current Mood: blah Current Music: dimmu borgir, the night masquerade (Comment on this)
Friday, April 1st, 2005
7:15 pm	boRedom im boRed... so i made a new live journal... n yeah... im kool now... juss kiddan! lol... blaaah... Current Mood: blah Current Music: KoRn, freak on a leash (Comment on this)